You were DONE. You were so final, so over it. Perhaps it was taken. Perhaps you kicked it to the curb. But something is coming back, energetically if not physically. Do you still burn for it? Are you a moth to a dangerous flame, or the alluring flame yourself? Look at how much "juice" you have inside, and what you'll use this Secret Power Elixir on. Ultimatum time? Your energy is your battery. Amp up; avoid over-drainage.
Something just isn't sitting right with someone hugely important in your life. Could be time to talk about that thing you don't want to
talk about. You will ultimately. Dealing with the crap, strengthens intimacy, if you can proceed carefully. Tie up loose ends, forgive where necessary, make amends where possible and let them go where you know you're straying into shadows not cast by the huge stable oak you like to sleep beneath. Time to be yourself
but avoid all BULL#&$@!
Time to tweak something. Your body needs a tune up again, so tend to its messages. Clean yourself up, as much as the car you maintain (or cell phone you cherish). Great time to get rid of something - a bad habit, a diseased cell, a blockage, even a fear. Your body needs cleansing and clear so look to your favorite detox, even for a day. A check-up is really recommended now. Work wise, a powerful seed found in old ideas could be reworked into something epic.
The Mars Retrograde may be easier for you water (and earth) signs than your fire or air sign cousins. You want to have fun again, you want to invest more, to go deeper and therefore get MORE back out of it. Could be a love interest ( a blossoming romance or long-term alliance) or just a hungering that makes itself known. You want to feel special, you want to love, and play and make love. What or whom will you give 200% to?
The bump under the rug could be a stray mouse that broke in, or something much more sinister: unfinished emotional business. In other words - watch for landlines, even in your own backyard. Especially there. Within your home or family domain, anger and irritability could be buried under something. And someone is going to fall. Doesn't have to be that way. You need emotional release. Revisit the issue. Feel the pain. Let go and turn to something or someone worthy.
Mars back into your Mouth-Cycle spells a extra help in the communication department, but a warning not to spray everyone with bullet-words (or spit). Your mind is red-hot, sometimes white-hot, and you're in no mood to wait around. Your mind may wander into swampy grounds (material perhaps even your therapist won't find out) but that's fine so long as you find the Light again. The voices inside: Buddies or Bullies?
This would be the time to pay back a debt, or find someone comes knocking or calling, seeking something you have. Figure the money stuff out now, esepcially the stuff that's all mixed up with someone else (and let's face it, you're a sign that gets so easily entangled with other people). This isn't a time to takes monetary risks, but perhaps the most ideal time to get wills written, pre-nups, legal contracts, or at least reviewing small print. Leave extra for unforseen bills.
Watch your anger. Watch your desire for lower "wins" (gained through threats, bullying, anger or violence) and watch for old energies being summoned up from deep within you. Great time to shed some weight, hair, anything else that doesn't belong on or in your body. Contain your passion. Hold your power. Your hormones rage now. Use them to wrap up unfinished business or karmic baggage. Do what's right this time.
That old demon again. Back again. Ugh. Who or what is the enemy? Drama? Evil? Human Pain? Frustration? The aftereffects of conflict and violence? Something has changed and won't ever be the same. Accept this 'as-is' if 'meant to be', feels trite, to at least free yourself and your energy. Rest more now. Realize an old terror is back. Fine. Only you can hurt yourself by letting yourself fall into old emotional traps. Be wise. Wait. Witness...
Sudden support seems on hand to enthusiastically pursue some goals and dreams that still are just sitting there awaiting your investment. Realize anger is going to bubble up through your friends, and take precaution accordingly. Don't avoid ugly emotions, but don't stuff your anger or annoyance. It's never too late to suddenly deep-sea dive in an area. activity or venture you have always passionately enjoyed.
If you hate your boss, then Mars at the last degree of Scorpio in your Career Cycle could spell trouble if you end up 'going off' on the wrong person. Higher ups seem more irritable now (and less transparent about their actions). There could be something unsavory going on, but how much will you get involved? Simply said, unchecked anger will ruin a good thing. Bottled up anger will too. Want to scale higher? Learn how to hold your energy, place and power, quietly.
If you fight everyone based on what they believe, what you know, what they claim is true & what you intuit may not be, ouch. Better to revisit key topics you've been to explore more fully. Since you lose yourself so easily in whatever you give yourself over to, offer yourself up now to knowledge, wisdom, to dialogues about hard but necessary subjects, and expert advice (with a pinch of salt). Try to avoid conspiracy theories, negative news, limited beliefs, dogmatic practices or arrogant hypocrites. Which Principle will you ultimately Fight For or Defend?